My life as a mum

After spending 2 months in Suriname (South America) and three weeks in the UK, I finally decided to go back to the country where I was born. The country where a lot of years ago, my parents took their -then- 5 kids to , because my father was offered a job as a teacher. The country that he never really left and where he eventually died, still full of plans to move back to Suriname one day. The country that I left with my mum and two sisters as a toddler after my parents broke up.  The country where I moved back to as a teenager and kept leaving and going back to later on in life. The country where all my siblings were and are still living with their families. Even though it should be home, it didn’t feel like that anymore. My home had become Ireland but with no income and no house or any place to stay, it was not an option to go back to Ireland. And God had put upon my heart to take my girls back to Holland so that they finally could go to school, the thing I worried abou...